Ok so I am the big avoid relationships since Greg and I broke up, but its been bothering me since. My high school sweetheart, and most of you know I made some mistakes with a year ago, and have made a good attempt for the last 6 months to avoid him. For the last month he wont leave me alone, and he is engaged. I am sick of this, I am 25, one of the few people I know who are not A.) Married with children B.) Married C.) Engaged or D.) Dating someone seriosusly.
Yes I believe some day I will fall in love, get married and have babies when its my time, not now. But with all the cheating, and etc I worry its not possible. There is someone I work with that makes it more clear every happy hour we attend together that being commited is a chore, task, act, not just life.
So my question is, why do we put ourselves through this mind game, through relationships that just end? Why get married if you cant give up the other women?
Wow I sound total Carrie Bradshaw "Sex in the city"
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Who Buys a DVD Player that comes with no remote?
Well the dvd player broke, so Daniel buys this 5 disc changer dvd player, which will never have 5 disks in it. And I am not sure if he baught it at a pawn shop or what but there is no remotre for it at all which boggles my mind. So trying to watch dvds is a pain bc you can not navagate without the remote.....
People are confusing me more each day.
People are confusing me more each day.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Finally.....
Well things at work have been interesting, so many changes, but yes I admit I was upset at first, who isnt when their pay is cut. Now I am getting excited because there is a lot of opportunity for me to show my talents. Spent tonight working on something big and hope it goes well. Prove myself!!
My car is finally fixed, which makes me happy the no car thing was not too bad but it was a drag. And it was cheap. Woohoo thank you crazy ex bf. His parents were odd too asking me where I went and asking me to come over more, gah that is the most awkward. Some people do not get it!
Now for the WTF moment of the day....As most of you know, I live with special people. We live in an old house, and the toliet upstairs, the girls bathroom is rusted on the bottom, and well cant get that out. Katie was kind enough to leave a toliet brush on the toliet today.....really can she be any ruder? I really need to move but need to figure out this money thing first. So so so so annoyed!
My car is finally fixed, which makes me happy the no car thing was not too bad but it was a drag. And it was cheap. Woohoo thank you crazy ex bf. His parents were odd too asking me where I went and asking me to come over more, gah that is the most awkward. Some people do not get it!
Now for the WTF moment of the day....As most of you know, I live with special people. We live in an old house, and the toliet upstairs, the girls bathroom is rusted on the bottom, and well cant get that out. Katie was kind enough to leave a toliet brush on the toliet today.....really can she be any ruder? I really need to move but need to figure out this money thing first. So so so so annoyed!
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Public Transportation and Criminal Justice Books
So Thursday as I leave work at 2100pm, I head home, and as I head home I feel like some chipotle would make the night better. I proceed past my extra to go to chipotle in Maplewood, where my car at the stop light of 36E and english decided it would break while in the right lane. Scared to death I call anyone I can think of crying bc well I am going to get hit, even though my hazard lights are one, and well I did get a nice love tap on the ass, when 4 cops and a deputy sherriff show up push me to the side and ask if I had been drinking, what a joke. Then make sure I have a ride.....the end result my timing belt broke and now my car is at my ex boyfriends getting fixed. My mom and sister are out of town the weekend, and as much as I would love to spend the weekend locked in my room I had to get out.
Satuday at 1650 I get on the 71 heading to downtown st paul, my end goal the mall of america. What else to do when you are bored. I have a shit ton of homework to do so I am reading on the bus, well because its a little over an hr ride, why not. Not only do I have a cold, but I am on the bus reading a book called sex crimes. Old ladies snare at me, and then you have the occasional hood teenager laughing bc of the word sex.
Well I am on the 54 heading to the mall and a guy sitting across from me decided that he is not only going to hit on me but use my book as the line to hit on me. "So I like sex, and have a criminal record, I think we would get along" WTF who says that really? I just said great and I am sure my girlfriend would love that. Now we all know I am not a lesbian, but that line was priceless.
While at the mall my brother calls me and wants to hang out, so I think jesus I am at the mall he is in burnsville how can I get there, well magic the bus goes to burnsville a block from his house. While on the bus there I have a young black guy ask if I like it in the butt. I have ahd some wierd people asking me questions,, old couples mad they did not stop at the liquor store, and I am still freezing because I have no long johns.
So today I get on the bus to come home, and I hear some of the oddest convos. It was amusing, there is a guy who looked 40 but was asking this girl on the phone if her dad would care if they were in her room, and he promised he would stay clothed. Do people know that people can hear them when on the bus? So now this ride I am reading the women in the system text book, real classy. Some guy looks at me and says "So why not men in the system, I have a PO and I think I could treat you right, my name is classy." Well that line states anything but classy. I smiled and ignored him.
Now I know the bus in saint paul is full of special people but lord all mighty I had no idea people were so blunt, it scares me to a pont. Regardless the ex said the car should be done tmrw night tuesday at the latest. Mom is home so I no longer have to take the bus for now, but I just cant believe how people are, do they think we all walk in sound proof bubbles?
Satuday at 1650 I get on the 71 heading to downtown st paul, my end goal the mall of america. What else to do when you are bored. I have a shit ton of homework to do so I am reading on the bus, well because its a little over an hr ride, why not. Not only do I have a cold, but I am on the bus reading a book called sex crimes. Old ladies snare at me, and then you have the occasional hood teenager laughing bc of the word sex.
Well I am on the 54 heading to the mall and a guy sitting across from me decided that he is not only going to hit on me but use my book as the line to hit on me. "So I like sex, and have a criminal record, I think we would get along" WTF who says that really? I just said great and I am sure my girlfriend would love that. Now we all know I am not a lesbian, but that line was priceless.
While at the mall my brother calls me and wants to hang out, so I think jesus I am at the mall he is in burnsville how can I get there, well magic the bus goes to burnsville a block from his house. While on the bus there I have a young black guy ask if I like it in the butt. I have ahd some wierd people asking me questions,, old couples mad they did not stop at the liquor store, and I am still freezing because I have no long johns.
So today I get on the bus to come home, and I hear some of the oddest convos. It was amusing, there is a guy who looked 40 but was asking this girl on the phone if her dad would care if they were in her room, and he promised he would stay clothed. Do people know that people can hear them when on the bus? So now this ride I am reading the women in the system text book, real classy. Some guy looks at me and says "So why not men in the system, I have a PO and I think I could treat you right, my name is classy." Well that line states anything but classy. I smiled and ignored him.
Now I know the bus in saint paul is full of special people but lord all mighty I had no idea people were so blunt, it scares me to a pont. Regardless the ex said the car should be done tmrw night tuesday at the latest. Mom is home so I no longer have to take the bus for now, but I just cant believe how people are, do they think we all walk in sound proof bubbles?
Thursday, January 15, 2009
The List of Randomness
So I have lost total focus even thought there is so much for me to do at work still now I am caught lol thought that I would blog to fullfill the need to "vent"
1.) If I never had to drive ever again but could still go anywhere I wanted I would
2.) Its been decided I am a workaholic
3.) The passion I have for criminal minds sometimes worried me
4.) If there was an invention which would shower, dress you and get your ready for the day in under 20 mins I would be that lazy and buy it
5.) I am paranoid and worry too much
6.) Summit Extra Pale Ale is amazing
7.) New love is vodka redbull or should I say that it is a re-visited love?
8.) When did purses become bags? and is it because they are so big now?
9.) I miss watching Chris Angel, and that makes me sad
10.) The victoria Secert Angel wings hanging in the office kind of worry me, its like a bordello feel
11.) I love cheese
12.) Craving Sushi
13.) I have man feet, not really man feet but man feet
14.) I dont own a passport
15.) Pomegranate, need I say more?
16.) I do like to hear people scream in my ear as long as you can hear a guitar and drums behind them....yes death metal or whatever its called
17.) I hate talking on the phone
18.) I am amazed with how stpid people can be, and how people do not let them know they were stupid
19.) I hate odd numbers
20.) I like to stare at nothing for extended times and not sure why
1.) If I never had to drive ever again but could still go anywhere I wanted I would
2.) Its been decided I am a workaholic
3.) The passion I have for criminal minds sometimes worried me
4.) If there was an invention which would shower, dress you and get your ready for the day in under 20 mins I would be that lazy and buy it
5.) I am paranoid and worry too much
6.) Summit Extra Pale Ale is amazing
7.) New love is vodka redbull or should I say that it is a re-visited love?
8.) When did purses become bags? and is it because they are so big now?
9.) I miss watching Chris Angel, and that makes me sad
10.) The victoria Secert Angel wings hanging in the office kind of worry me, its like a bordello feel
11.) I love cheese
12.) Craving Sushi
13.) I have man feet, not really man feet but man feet
14.) I dont own a passport
15.) Pomegranate, need I say more?
16.) I do like to hear people scream in my ear as long as you can hear a guitar and drums behind them....yes death metal or whatever its called
17.) I hate talking on the phone
18.) I am amazed with how stpid people can be, and how people do not let them know they were stupid
19.) I hate odd numbers
20.) I like to stare at nothing for extended times and not sure why
Monday, January 12, 2009
MN winters
As I drive from work to class today I could not help but think to myself.....why are people so slow. Now not talking about the speed of the cars but thoughts. We have lived here for a while most people and well when it snows we loose the ability to remember how to drive. It is like there is a retard switch. It snows and BAM switch to retard. I am a grandma driver no lie there but drive with caution people no need for unnecessary craziness. Needless to say I am ready for the sun and fun lol I am going to try this blogging thing my coworkers do it, and so I shall try too and see what happens.
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