Ok so I am the big avoid relationships since Greg and I broke up, but its been bothering me since. My high school sweetheart, and most of you know I made some mistakes with a year ago, and have made a good attempt for the last 6 months to avoid him. For the last month he wont leave me alone, and he is engaged. I am sick of this, I am 25, one of the few people I know who are not A.) Married with children B.) Married C.) Engaged or D.) Dating someone seriosusly.
Yes I believe some day I will fall in love, get married and have babies when its my time, not now. But with all the cheating, and etc I worry its not possible. There is someone I work with that makes it more clear every happy hour we attend together that being commited is a chore, task, act, not just life.
So my question is, why do we put ourselves through this mind game, through relationships that just end? Why get married if you cant give up the other women?
Wow I sound total Carrie Bradshaw "Sex in the city"
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