Tuesday, October 18, 2016

What has it all come to

I totally understand that everyone has lived a life and been through some things. I also understand that not every day is easy especially when you have mental health issues. But am still confused on where people get off thinking that the world owes them. Nothing in this life is promised and no matter who you are or where you come from, you are not entitled or owed a thing. We all have to work to wake up, work to see the positive, negative, possibility in things. Sitting around and feeling bad for every part of your life does not get you anywhere. And sitting around hoping that it will go away does not make it go away. I am no someone to speak about the mental compasity of positive outlook but I do know that I was raised to work my ass off for what I got and handle what I am dealt. You want a place to live, go look for it, have income and make it possible. You want to eat go and find the resources. You want your nails done, your hair done, go bust that ass and make something happen. You want a car and freedom make sure you have insurance and money for maintence. I know that I have fallen off the deep end with eveything in life. The goals, the health, the personal care, but there is one thing I attempt to keep moving and that is to work for what I want and make sure that the bare essentials are taken care of. If this makes me a princess if this makes me someone who is self entitled then fine I am but I see it as pride, I see it as honor!