Well the last year was not what I would want to put in my books as a winner, but it is another year that I have lived through and will have lots to learn from. For a moment in time I thought that I was a country song in 2011, but in true fashion I got myself back on track to start 2012 off right.
I found a rather awesome apartment and gained an awesome roommate who I could not have picked better if I were to do it on my own. Things are looking up on the job hunt but there are still some things that I need to figure out.
What makes me happy?
What do I really want to do with my life?
How on earth can I get this dog trained without killing something!?!?!
Is there such a thing as love, and can it happen to me again?
I know these all seem to be basic questions but there has to be a happy medium from where life was and where it is going. I would not trade getting a dog for anything but lately she is just a lot more work than I would like to spend time on. The barking and neediness is the first thing. On top of chewing through EVERYTHING, and having to replace so much stuff. I am hoping that this can all be worked out and I will not have to lose my mind to have a good dog.
I am hoping to enter this year with optimism and get all the answers to my questions. I also need to work on my mental state. I am going to ruin every relationship I could possibly have if I go into it assuming that he is a DB or that he will cheat on me. There is no way to know the out come of a relationship but there is for sure a way to let things ride instead of assume the worst from the get go.
